Ik aarzel om zulke gedachten met an

Ik aarzel om zulke gedachten met anderen te delen. Natuurlijk wil ik niet bekend staan als het gevoelige ventje, dat zulke mooie ervaringen heeft en die ze bovendien ook nog in zijn dagboek schrijft. Dat laatste weten ze niet (behalve mijn moeder dan), maar het zou zeker vervelend zijn als het bekend zou worden. Sommige dingen houd je maar beter voor jezelf.
Soms worstel ik er wel mee om alledaagse dingen, die niemand opvallen, op te schrijven alsof het pas ontdekte schatten zijn. Tijdens het schrijven, meestal na het avondeten, probeer ik te verwoorden wat ik heb gezien of meegemaakt. Als het onnozele zaken zijn is het niet moeilijk om ze te schrappen of zelfs helemaal niet op te schrijven, maar ik heb gemerkt, dat wanneer je ze wel opschrijft ze plotseling in een geheel ander daglicht komen te staan.
Ze gaan onvermoede verbindingen aan, ze lijken een eigen leven te lijden en als ik die passages later teruglees denk ik vaak: het is net of een andere dit geschreven heeft. Het lijkt erop dat de samengestelde zinnen zich van mij verwijderen, maar de gebeurtenissen juist dichterbij halen.

Resultaten (Engels) 1:

I hesitate to such thoughts to share with others. Of course I don't want to be known as the sensitive guy that has such beautiful experiences and they also writes in his diary. That last, they do not know (except my mother then), but it would certainly be annoying if it would be known. Some things do you like but better for yourself.Sometimes I struggle with everyday things, which no one stand out, to write as if the new found treasures are. While writing, usually after the evening meal, I try to express what I have seen or experienced. If the silly things it is not difficult to delete them or even not at all to write, but I've noticed, that when you write down they they suddenly in an entirely different light.They go unsuspected connections, they seem to suffer a life of their own and when I reread those passages later I often think: it's like another this wrote it. It seems that the compound sentences remove itself from me, but the events get closer.

Resultaten (Engels) 2:

I hesitate to share these thoughts with others. Of course I do not want to be known as the sensitive guy that has such beautiful experiences and they moreover also writes in his diary. The latter they do not know (except my mom), but it would definitely be annoying if it were known. Some things you love but better for yourself.
Sometimes I wrestle there with everyday things that nobody noticed, to write as if the discovered treasures only. While writing, usually after dinner, I try to express what I have seen or experienced. If the silly things are is not difficult to delete them or even not to write, but I noticed that when they do they write down come suddenly found himself in a completely different light.
They go unsuspected connections, they seem to suffer a life of its own and when I later read those passages, I often think, it's like another it wrote. It seems that the complex sentences are moving away from me, but get the right events closer.

Resultaten (Engels) 3:

i hesitate to share these thoughts with others. of course i don"t want to be known as the sensitive guy, that such beautiful experience and she also writes in his diary. that they don"t know (except my mother), but it would certainly be annoying if it would be known. some things are better for yourself.sometimes i struggle with it for everyday things nobody notice in writing, like the newly discovered treasures. during the writing, usually after dinner, i try to express what i have seen or experienced. as a business, it is not difficult to delete them or even not to write, but i have noticed that when you write, she suddenly in a different aspect.they go unsuspected connections, they seem to suffer a life of its own and if i re read passages later, i often think: it"s like another wrote this. it seems to me that the compound sentences are removed, but the events is closer.